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The Hunger
by Margot Sampson

I'm weary of filling the void in my life, anxiety is devouring my soul
I numb myself from hand to mouth the hunger is taking its toll

But if I stop to see who calls will fear have locked the door?
Where is the key to that part of me that knows life is so much more?

It's buried deep as deep can be beneath the layers of pain
My inner light is barely bright for my heart is drenched with rain

We all have our methods of coping we all have our weapons of choice
If we cast them aside and get off the ride can we free our inner voice?

We have much for which to be grateful, yet at times it seems we don't care
Our inner berating and self-medicating consumes us with despair

We cannot fight this battle alone or we're sure to lose the war
If we retreat we're admitting defeat without knowing what it was all for

If we close our eyes and open our minds we'll open ourselves to joy
And bit by bit without knowing it, ego we'll start to destroy

And as its hold on us loosens, so do the knots it has tied
And so we'll find as our truths unwind we no longer need to hide

We'll be free to shine for the world to see, free to live our dreams
Forever we'll know that wherever we go, it's never as dark as it seems

If we reach out a hand will help us, if we speak our call will be heard
Amazing grace puts us back in the race we have only to say the word

We all have a flame within us, though at times we don't always see
That spark of life between joy and strife is what's joining you and me